Flamedramon
My
eyes opened, slowly at first. Cautiously, I
looked around; no matter which way I turned, there was nothing but blackness.
And yet, when I looked down, I could see myself as clear as day. What’s going on? What is this place? I…was attacked
by DeathPhantomon…Did I die? My entire body ached all over, so I was fairly
certain I was still alive. A flame twisted around my arm, but still, I could
not see anything. I could hear someone running behind me; I turned around and
saw a young boy toward me. His hair seemed rather long for his age — he looked
to be close to ten years of age — and his face…I nearly fainted when I saw it. That…that’s…me! Back when I was a Human!
I turned to completely face they boy. What
the hell is going on?! If that is me…then chasing me would be… I knelt down
as the boy continued running toward me, and yet, he did not stop. He kept
running and running…until he ran right through me. “…I see. So this is…a dream…right?”
Coming into sight now was a huge, angry mob consisting of
various Humans and Digimon. Subconsciously, I launched a stream of flames at
the approaching mob, and yet, as I anticipated, they passed right through the
flames unsinged. I watched in awe as person after person ran right past me or
through me, not seeming to notice me at all. In no time, the entire mob had run
past me, relentlessly pursuing the boy, and I was left alone in the dark
silence, pondering what had just happened…if it really had happened.
“It is because you carry the mark that you are treated this
way.” I turned around, and once again, I nearly fainted; standing behind me was
myself once again, only this time…
“You…why do you look like me?! Who are you?!” I asked.
“I am Flamedramon…as you are.”
“What is this? What is going on?!”
“It is because of me
you carry the mark.”
“What do you mean?! Are you telling me that I must blame
myself for that accursed mark?!”
“…Let’s follow after them, shall we?” Without warning, both
of us lifted up in the air, and flew in the direction the mob had run. In the
blink of an eye, the dark scenery changed to that of a city. The two of us were
on the ground.
“I’m so glad you came here, John,” a young girl’s voice said
below us. “It gets lonely, not having any friends to talk to.”
That girl…that’s—!
“I’m glad I came here too, Abby,” my past self said to the
girl. “I promise to always treasure the time I spend in this city with you.
…Abigail…When she was
a child…By the Goddess, she’s adorable! The young Abigail smiled at my
Human self. She wore a simple grey dress, and had her long, blonde hair tied
back in a ponytail. So…this is Cyclamen
City…
“What do you mean? Are you going somewhere?” young Abigail
asked.
“…I have to leave this place soon, Abby,” John said.
“What? Why? We’re friends, aren’t we? Or did I…” Abigail
looked down to the ground. “Did I make you mad?”
“No. You could never make me mad, Abby,” John said. “People
from my home village, Iris, are chasing me. That’s why I came here, Abby; to
hide.”
“…Why are they chasing you?”
“Because…I carry the Mark.” My younger self took off his
traveling gloves and rolled up his sleeves. “This…is why they are chasing me.”
John held up his arm, showing Abigail the Marked’s symbol on his left forearm.
Abigail looked at the mark with a shocked expression.
“You have that
too?!”
“…What do you mean too?!
Abby…” Abigail lifted up her dress, revealing that she too had the Marked’s
symbol on her stomach, just above her navel.
“N—no way! You carry this cursed mark?!” My younger self
reached over and gently brushed his fingers across Abigail’s belly, feeling the
mark just after feeling his own. “It’s real…Abby…”
“We’re the same, you and I,” Abigail said, letting her dress
back down. “We…we belong together, don’tcha think?”
John’s face had gone completely pale, his eyes wide with
fear. “…I shouldn’t have come here,” he said, walking away from Abigail.
“Abby…there is no reason for you to involve yourself with someone like me.”
“John, what are you talking about?” Abigail asked.
“John…c’mon, John! Let me stay with you!”
“No. I told you; we shouldn’t have been together for as long
as we had!” John began to run away, but Abigail grabbed his arm. “Those people
that were chasing me; they chase me because of this mark. They’re out to kill
me, Abby; don’t you understand that if you stay with me, then they’ll kill you,
too?!”
“John, please! Don’t leave me alone here! I don’t want to be
left alone in this place!” Abigail begged tearfully, clinging tighter to John’s
arm.
“Let GO!” John shoved his elbow into Abigail’s ribs, making
the girl fall to the ground. “And don’t even think about following me! I…I hate you, Abigail!”
“But…John…” It was too late for her to speak; John was long
gone. “I…I love you…” Tears fell from her eyes, wetting the ground as she cried
out, more from sadness than from the pain of being shoved.
All of this happened right before my eyes. Reliving the
memories…they were awful.
“No way to treat a lady,” the other Flamedramon said to me.
“I…was just trying to protect her,” I mumbled. “I didn’t
really hate her…I just didn’t want her to stay with me. If she did…”
“And yet, when she heard of your death, the poor dear
continued to cry herself to sleep every night until she was turned into one of
those Bio Hybrids. Far too good for
you, I’d say.” My body moved on its own once again; I attacked the other
Flamedramon, but my flames passed through his body. He simply shook his head.
“Let’s see where you went after that, shall we?” Once again,
the two of us lifted up into the air, flying in the direction John had run
until we reached a large, old-looking fortress that stood in the forest.
“Lachesis…”
“You burned this place down, didn’t you?” the ‘other’ asked.
“Because of that, the members of that organization are forced to seek refuge in
the house belonging to a now-deceased knight. Speaking of…he carried the Mark
as well, didn’t he? You noticed…when you first met him.” Without thinking, I
walked into the fortress of Lachesis, where I saw John speaking to Apollomon,
Dianamon, SlashAngemon, and BlackGaomon.
“Who is chasing you, little one?” Dianamon asked.
“Who would try to hurt a child?” SlashAngemon asked.
“They’re chasing me…because of this mark…” John showed the
four Digimon the symbol on his arm.
“That hardly seems a suitable reason to chase somebody,”
Apollomon said.
“It is because of what I am that I carry this mark,” John
said. “It is because I have the blood of Humans and Digimon inside of me that I
carry this mark.” BlackGaomon, Dianamon, and SlashAngemon all gasped.
Apollomon, meanwhile, stared intently at John.
“You’ve gone through hell, haven’t you?” Apollomon asked.
“All because of something you cannot control.”
I looked up at the fiery Mega Digimon, wide-eyed, but…happy.
Happy that I had someone to turn to. I remember the exact words I said to him
next. I said them simultaneously with my Human self.
“What if I’m not worth protecting, because of what I am?”
“Anyone pure of heart is worth protecting,” was what he told
me. He said it exactly as I remembered. The look in his eyes…it was so sincere,
I just couldn’t stop myself from breaking down and crying at that very moment.
Both as John, and as Flamedramon. Dianamon lovingly cradled John in her arms as
he cried himself to sleep.
“That was the promise they made to you,” said the ‘other’.
“You put all of your hope and faith in them, and how did they repay you?”
“You don’t need to tell me what—”
“By letting you down. By failing to protect you when they
said they would.” I glared at him; he stood right next to me, with his arms
crossed, calmly observing the scene before him. “Oh, they did indeed try; you cannot fault them for that. But…they were
unsuccessful.” Without my notice, the scene had changed to that of a small,
poorly built house, set completely ablaze. Far away in a corner stood John,
surrounded by two rather large men.
“This is where you die, kid,” said one of the men.
“For insulting the goddess that gave us all life just by
existing, we sentence you to a swift death,” the other man said.
“Solblaster!” A huge fireball tore through the side of the
house and struck the two men dead in an instant.
“Apollomon…I remember this,” I said. “This is where…”
“John…I’m sorry…none of this would have happened if we had
been watching you at all times,” Apollomon said, calmly stepping into the
blazing house. He offered me his hand, which John was about to take when
Apollomon was struck from behind by a Digimon. The Mega Digimon hit the floor,
unconscious, and John was left standing, facing a Meramon. The Flame Digimon
walked up to John, his fiery body roaring in anger, and grabbed him by his arm,
the one with the mark, and hoisted him into the air.
“Hangman is coming down from the gallows, kid, and you don’t
have very long,” Meramon said. The Champion walked John out of the house, past
the unconscious body of Apollomon, and up the stairs of a crudely made gallows,
in front of which stood a large crowd of Humans and Digimon, all of which were
yelling and cursing at John. A rope was fastened around his neck. A lever was
moved. The floor underneath him opened up, and it was over in an instant. John
was dead.
“All of this happened because of me.” I turned and looked at
the other.
“Are you…a ghost?”
“…I suppose you could say that.” The other turned to look at
me; though we were the same height, it seemed as though he were looking down at
me. “I became known as the first Digimon to ever fall in love with a Human.”
The other turned back to look at the lifeless body of John. “How tragic…simply
because you were not like them, this
happened to you…When you were given a second chance at life, this is what you became.” Once again,
flames surrounded us, and this time, a third Flamedramon stood before us.
“That’s…me?” My past self was cornering a young woman
outside a burning building.
“Why? Why are you doing this?!” the woman asked.
“If I am going to continue to be rejected…then the only
thing I can do is reject the world,” my past self said. “Anyone else remaining
in this wretched village…will share the same fate.” A twist of flames coiled
around my past self’s arm.
“No…please, don’t; I’m preg—” the woman suddenly began
screaming, completely enveloped by my flames. My past self looked on with a
cold hatred in his eyes, and I with horror in mine.
“Yes, I know,” said my past self. “You would not be the
first to make such a claim.” The burned woman fell to the ground, dead.
“This…did I…really do this?” I asked.
“You did.” I looked over at the other. “This is
what you became.”
“WHAT ARE YOU?! WHO ARE YOU TO ME?!”
“That Human woman and I…we didn’t know what would happen,
but still, we had a child. The child looked Human, but had the mark, just like
yours. After that, the two of us discovered we as well carried it.”
“You…are you telling me that you’re my—”
“It seems unlikely that you were that child,” the other said. “But…who’s stopping you from being a
descendant of mine? So you see, Flamedramon; it is my fault you carry the mark. It is my fault you look the way you do now.”
“Why I look…Why was I…brought back?”
“The Goddess does things in a mysterious way. Perhaps she
simply felt sorry for the both of us,” Flamedramon said. “You see, it seems
that while you were killed, I was on the verge of death myself for reasons
pertaining to our mark. It seems that we now share the same body; you were
given my body and powers, and I was given your consciousness — hence why it
took until now for you to become aware of me. Flamedramon…we are…the same
person now.”
“…But…why…Who are you?”
“Still don’t know? You remember Apollomon and SlashAngemon,
do you not?” Somehow, I was able to make my head nod. “They were part of a
group known as the Celestial Vanguard, a group of twelve of the strongest
Digimon who worked tirelessly and flawlessly at defeating Lilithmon and her
allies five hundred years ago. I was one of those Digimon.” I stared silently
at the other Flamedramon. “It seems that this dream is a curse brought about by
one of those Digimon — rather, a nightmare, I should say. You…you still have
the mark, don’t you?” I looked at the center of my right claw…at the mark.
“Yes. I do. But it is in a different place than the one I
had as John…is this where yours is?” Flamedramon nodded.
“As long as you carry it…you will forever be surrounded with
sadness as long as people see you as a violation of the Goddess’s teachings.
You are doomed to be forever persecuted, hated, scorned…unloved, even. If that
little girl is still alive, she will no doubt suffer the same fate, but for a
long time, due to the Digimon blood in her.”
“No…no! I can’t…How do we get rid of this cursed mark?!”
“There is no way. Flamedramon…as soon as you were born, you
were both doomed to be treated this way. It is an unfair and unjust world we
live in, but that is the way things are, and the way the people are, it is
unlikely to change for many centuries.”
“…Why?! Why would you—”
“It was selfish of me, I know, to love a woman of the other
species without thinking of the consequences it could bring, but because of
this, you and that girl are doomed to eternal sorrow.” Once more, I mindlessly
attacked the other Flamedramon in a blind rage.
“You should know by now that that won’t hurt me,”
Flamedramon said, appearing behind me. I looked closer into the flames; someone
was caught in the blaze, but it wasn’t the other Flamedramon.
“ABIGAIL!” The flames instantly dissipated when I screamed
her name, leaving her horridly burned body in its wake. “ABIGAIL! ABIGAIL!” The
woman slowly raised her arm up to stroke my face, and as I gently reached to
place my hand over hers, she faded into dust, carried off by the wind. I turned
back and glared at the other Flamedramon as tears began to well in my eyes.
“Why do you look to me, as if it’s my fault?” Flamedramon
asked. “This is one of DeathPhantomon’s nightmares, after all; I am quite
familiar with them. He did the same to me; making me think I had brought harm
to the woman I had loved.” I looked
off in the distance as tears began to fall down my face.
“Abigail…Abigail…”
“…I see that there is no reasoning with you,” Flamedramon
said. “How did I end up sharing the same body with such a hard-headed
individual?” His words fell on deaf ears, as I continued looking away,
mindlessly repeating Abigail’s name.
“Flamedramon…it’s
okay…”
“I’m right here,
Flamedramon. I’m right here…” I felt an unseeable hand stroke my face, the
last thing I remember before becoming completely surrounded by the darkness
once more.